A trip to 褔民

A new hair cut......super short.....
very bad air pollution, bad meals...
and very furious parents

these made me sad......

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隨筆

為什麼我們在努力的行走，前方卻越來越黑暗，我們要去向哪裡？即使是世界上最黑暗的角落，也有願意照耀著你的星星，帶你找到前方的路。

停止任何自以為是、自以為好好人、好偉大的行為
當然更加要停止自作多情

Twelve Seasons

From the first time I met you
My hair has stood on end
I knew that this was my first love

Beneath the cherry blossoms
Turning the corner in a convenience store
I set off for the usual station
As I hid behind my friends
I was looking at your face, seen briefly from the side
It’s embarrassing, but when I look at you
When you’re hot playing basketball after school
The sephia colored film of our dreams
Is our only footprints

Once again we’re at school, in my youth
The days that we smiled and made our promise
A moment, forever, the future
There’s still some of today left

On the chalkboard, in white chalk
I wrote our initials
I wondered that if the next morning
You would notice me?
The letter that I started to write to you
On a midwinter night two years ago
Together, I wanted to look at
The deserted sky up on the rooftop

Your face is very radiant
Left over in my graduation album
The familiar street sides, the twilight
These feelings seem very fragile

The twelve seasons
Flew by in an instant
In the fourth spring, it was goodbye

Cowardly people, strong people, I’ve seen a lot of faces
I loved them all
I just can’t confess
My friends are okay with this
Tomorrow will be “goodbye”
But my first love is off on a journey
In the end, I won’t forget
The tears that you shed

An epiphany

Still, I cant have any GOOD reasons to do a PhD.
I feel very relieved when decided NOT to go further.

Potential jobs:
librarian?
clerk?
clinic receptionist?

“EVERYONE TENDS TO LOOK AT THE FUTURE OF THE PHD LABOUR MARKET VERY PESSI MISTICALLY.”

most of them are not going to make it.” That was the thought that ran through Animesh Ray’s mind 15 years ago, as he watched excellent PhD students — including some at his own institution, the University of Rochester in New York — struggle to find faculty positions in academia, the only jobs they had ever been trained for. Some were destined for perpetual postdoctoral fellowships; otherswould leave science altogether.

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But then the passion flares again.....

PhD? 讀黎做乜?

Potential websites

Personal website

Wedding Peach Lyrics Translation

Melody (film) [one page]

一個人飛

記不起  甚麼驅使我喜歡你
看在眼裡  看你熟睡多麼美
圍著這裡  柔和天氣
我願隨風  無聲遠飛

打速成和拼音

今日第一日學&第一次用速成打中文

今天是我第一次用普通话拼音打中文字


感觉打拼音比速成快快很多~~

Websites

Websites that I have lost:

Bear Village
100% Teal
Secret Love - Chibiusa & Helios
Twelve Seasons

Current websites:
Wedding Peach Lyrics Translation
http://ellalee.xp3.biz/weddingpeach/

Twelve Seasons Wordpress
http://ellalee.xp3.biz/wp/

Bluebird Wordpress
http://ellalee.xp3.biz/bluebird/

Possible new website names:
Ice Cold Sky
Winter Night
Love Letter
Love Notes

在晴朗的天空下

張開眼睛　一扇暖暖的窗　驅走這赤地裡的荒涼

從大地頭上　初昇的朝陽　照出一個永遠方向

懂得愛心　知道怎麼分享　不枉愛過活過這一場

誰亦是同樣　奔波於驕陽　人潮從來沒有築牆


人和人年和月都太類似　無論怎麼都只活一次

晴朗的天空中找到生息的真義

人才能無悔舊時


在人潮和圍牆下只要願意 憑著一雙手總是可以

睛朗的天空中　跨過彼此的疆界　連潮流亦會轉移


一早決心　將我愛笑的心　感染世上愛哭的人

曾立下宏願　可不可都能　唱出真正壯闊聲音

關心眼光　彷似最美的燈　終於會照亮遠方的人

如未盡全力　怎麼可消沉　能抬頭凡事也可能

Lyrics

 親手破滅最後那天真

活了這一千天　已完成宏願　儘管苦短

Koibumi

When I look
I want your figure to be there
I want to be able to smile in the same way
About that moment, moment of beauty
No matter how many years go by
I hope you and I can smile
Together again…

INTJ

Lover's Concerto

＊How gentle is the rain
　That falls softly on the meadow
　Birds high up on the trees
　Serenade the clouds with their melodies＊

REPEAT＊

Oh! See there beyond the hill
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And that your love is true
Everything will be just as wounderful

Now I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you every part of me

Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without us
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And that your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

我的爸爸媽媽

現在要喊　誰為我解圍　誰在呵護　安慰 


一個人倦了　總想到家


原來大個了　要很高代價


毛毛公仔　原來始終恨抱

外面世界　誰為我操勞　憑甚麼做　得到  


世面寧願不了解　留在這家中最大 

黃子華

最喜愛的人 不會是伴侶

最喜歡做的事 不會是職業

那麼
...
最精彩的人生就不會是這一世

--黃子華

Fullmoon - Myself

Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever

Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts 

For Fruits Basket

For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterday's wounds remain
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

星河感覺

原來這叫做感覺　我願意
全憑這雪亮感覺　去預知

天空有顆星似你　在我不遠處　已經閃進我日子
從萬里無涯開始　叫滿天風雨停止

我的天我的歌

然後我們現在　已各有各顧慮

歡樂今宵

歡樂今宵　虛無飄渺
那樣動搖　不如罷了

夏天的童話

那一天　那一年
那永不後悔鐵真真的誓言
那種見到你　不能呼吸的感覺
到現在想起來　還會有哽咽
那一天　那一年
那樣的愛一輩子　還能有幾回
那記憶只剩　皮夾裡的舊照片
那回不去的童話　就葬在夏天

春天

永恆的春天若有幾分可能
就讓我耗盡一生頑固的等
縱然到山窮水盡那一天
閉上眼　不會有一點埋怨
甜美的誓言若能幾句實現
就值得耗盡一生頑固的等
於是那情牽難捨的思念
盛開在春天的每一個夜　等待凋謝

風裡密碼

從來未變凍　對我的包容　令麼便有力再衝　解我心裏苦衷

絕對

共誰玩　共誰做伴侶
進步到　某一點　熱情就會退
自然散去　茶涼掉　淡似清水

命途上　問誰是絕對
注定脈搏相通　十年又過去
廿年過去　仍然是未變的一對

★就算全個世界　亦都失去　他也在這裡
全場突然寂靜　他都給我衷心的讚許
〔如何亂行亂撞　他都准我隨時回去睡〕
就算誰愛過我　又給收去　他熾熱不退
旁人視為負累　他偏不覺苦　靜心等我歸去
〔如何大成大敗　他的寵愛中　亦都只有一歲〕

沒承諾　續廷萬萬歲
要是合約　一方食言　就破碎
善男信女　誰情義　歷劫不衰

若緣份　易來又易去
結伴大概只因　暫時被配對
在人際裡　誰才是被愛的根據

Repeat ★(★)

共誰玩　共誰做伴侶
進步到　某一點　熱情就會退
共同進退　唯獨是父母這一對

Choosing an advisor

the ideal advisor will be in the area you're interested in working in, and will actively be doing high-quality reseach and be involved in and respected by the research community.

What makes a good PhD student?

Georgia Chenevix-Trench¹

Some tips for PhD students.

Doing a PhD should be fun and rewarding, because you can spend all your working time discovering things and pursuing ideas — and getting paid for it, without any administrative responsibilities. Those who stick with a career in science do so because, despite the relatively poor pay, long hours and lack of security, it is all we want to do.

Unfortunately most new PhD students are ill-prepared, and as a consequence very few will fulfil their aspirations to be independent scientists. The main reasons for this are the 'grade creep' inherent at most universities, making it difficult to identify the really talented first-class graduates from the rest, and the pressure on universities to graduate as many PhD students as possible. The consequence is that we enrol far too many of them without telling them clearly what doing a doctorate should entail. We therefore set ourselves, and the students, on a path of frustration and disappointment.

So what should we be telling prospective PhD students?

• Choose a supervisor whose work you admire and who is well supported by grants and departmental infrastructure.
• Take responsibility for your project.
• Work hard — long days all week and part of most weekends. If research is your passion this should be easy, and if it isn't, you are probably in the wrong field. Note who goes home with a full briefcase to work on at the end of the day. This is a cause of success, not a consequence.
• Take some weekends off, and decent holidays, so you don't burn out.
• Read the literature in your immediate area, both current and past, and around it. You can't possibly make an original contribution to the literature unless you know what is already there.
• Plan your days and weeks carefully to dovetail experiments so that you have a minimum amount of downtime.
• Keep a good lab book and write it up every day.
• Be creative. Think about what you are doing and why, and look for better ways to go. Don't see your PhD as just a road map laid out by your supervisor.
• Develop good writing skills: they will make your scientific career immeasurably easier.
• To be successful you must be at least four of the following: smart, motivated, creative, hard-working, skilful and lucky. You can't depend on luck, so you had better focus on the others!

1. Georgia Chenevix-Trench is principal research fellow at the Queensland Institute of Medical Research, Royal Brisbane Hospital, Herston, Australia.

情深說話未曾講

仍然在遠方　追我夢與想　繼續懷念你　卻又這麼漫長
從前未會想　感覺是雙方　你若燃亮我　我亦要懂得釋放
過去每日同路往　不懂珍惜那些境況
這晚我獨來獨往　卻是太後悔浪費共對時光

你這剎那在何方　我有說話未曾講
如何能連繫上　與你再相伴在旁
愛意要是沒回響　世界與我又何干
原來仍然是你　叫我永不斷自強　如晨光
(情意比天更晴朗)　(無數遠景再同創)　遙遙同往
(願再去找　更遼闊同行地方)

前進獨個闖　溫暖是妄想　每日來又往　也像隔一道牆
回頭又　再想　心裡漸奔放　你若能會意　掛念已找到方向

櫻花樹下

樹蔭有一隻蟬　跌落你身邊
驚慌到失足向前　然後撲入我一雙肩
現你腼腆一臉　像櫻花萬千

歸家那單車小徑　沿路細聽你的歌聲
沒法再三傾聽　你的感動匿稱

斷點

靜靜地陪你走了好遠好遠
連眼睛紅了都沒有發現
聽著你說你現在的改變
看著我依然最愛你的笑臉
這條舊路依然沒有改變
以往的每次路過都是晴天
想起我們有過的從前
淚水就一點一點開始蔓延

我轉過我的臉　不讓你看見
深藏的暗湧已經越來越明顯
過完了今天　就不要再見面
我害怕每天醒來想你好幾遍

我吻過你的臉　你雙手曾在我的雙肩
感覺有那麼甜　我那麼依戀
每當我閉上眼　我總是可以看見
失信的諾言全部都會實現

我吻過你的臉　你已經不在我的身邊
(雖然你不在我的身邊)
我還是祝福你過得好一點
斷開的感情線　我不要做斷點
只想在睡前　再聽見你的　蜜語甜言

不吐不快

只怕無法再有這種情懷
優美得共你同時在這世界
醜惡在於　赤子的胸懷
難敵這紛擾世態　為理想或求生在捱

默契

就是離別過　就是懷念過　便清楚愛怎出錯
便清楚你真的愛我　但往日我很傻

就是常做錯　就是求自我　未珍惜身邊一個
在此生再不想錯過　從年月裡　能全部看清楚

由始至終　只有你一位　難以代替　愛得多仔細
靜看著對方無言語　仍然是覺安慰
明天世間　怎去作估計　和你默契　愛一生一世
是你令人生能完美　誰人及你　等於我一切

人間

風雨過後不一定有美好的天空　不是天晴就會有彩虹
所以你一臉無辜　不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都會有始有終　孤獨盡頭不一定惶恐
可生命總免不了　最初的一陣痛

但願你的眼睛　只看得到笑容
但願你流下每一滴淚　都讓人感動
但願你以後每一個夢　不會一場空

天上人間　如果真值得歌頌
也是因為有你　才會變得鬧哄哄
天大地大　世界比你想像中朦朧
我不忍心再欺哄　但願你聽得懂

但願你會懂　該何去何從