當我想起你

再記起一些古老的心事 
再記起心中一串開心的日子 
曾在那似已遠遠的以前 
共你差不多天天都相見 
曾話過那天起 
你已屬我永不變 
過去的經已不會再出現 
過去的一切只會更加遙遠 明白到各有各的去路 
但我心中始終感到 
能共你愛過 
暖暖的令我自豪 
曾在我心如此深深愛戀中 
遺下憶記在腦中 
從當天起永都不可忘記 
當我想　想起你 
仍像昨天一般深愛你 

GPA

Last sem GPA was released.
Finally I am eligible to graduate.

My first day to learn Chang Jie.

深愛著你

你說過愛在這一生裡
有過快樂與心碎
你說過愛在我的身邊
悄悄看我熟睡
聽說你在這刻想我
聽說你在記起我
我也記著每刻往事
也記掛你在哪兒
時日如飛　今天在我心裡
是充滿不褪的記憶
時日如飛　我似呆在這地
任一天天過去　任一生飄過去
任一切飄去再沒法追
心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你　懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起
心中想你　如今想你
懷念昨天的一切
懷念著你　懷念著你
流著淚自覺得深愛著你

A trip to 褔民

A new hair cut......super short.....
very bad air pollution, bad meals...
and very furious parents

these made me sad......

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隨筆

為什麼我們在努力的行走，前方卻越來越黑暗，我們要去向哪裡？即使是世界上最黑暗的角落，也有願意照耀著你的星星，帶你找到前方的路。

停止任何自以為是、自以為好好人、好偉大的行為
當然更加要停止自作多情

Twelve Seasons

From the first time I met you
My hair has stood on end
I knew that this was my first love

Beneath the cherry blossoms
Turning the corner in a convenience store
I set off for the usual station
As I hid behind my friends
I was looking at your face, seen briefly from the side
It’s embarrassing, but when I look at you
When you’re hot playing basketball after school
The sephia colored film of our dreams
Is our only footprints

Once again we’re at school, in my youth
The days that we smiled and made our promise
A moment, forever, the future
There’s still some of today left

On the chalkboard, in white chalk
I wrote our initials
I wondered that if the next morning
You would notice me?
The letter that I started to write to you
On a midwinter night two years ago
Together, I wanted to look at
The deserted sky up on the rooftop

Your face is very radiant
Left over in my graduation album
The familiar street sides, the twilight
These feelings seem very fragile

The twelve seasons
Flew by in an instant
In the fourth spring, it was goodbye

Cowardly people, strong people, I’ve seen a lot of faces
I loved them all
I just can’t confess
My friends are okay with this
Tomorrow will be “goodbye”
But my first love is off on a journey
In the end, I won’t forget
The tears that you shed

An epiphany

Still, I cant have any GOOD reasons to do a PhD.
I feel very relieved when decided NOT to go further.

Potential jobs:
librarian?
clerk?
clinic receptionist?

“EVERYONE TENDS TO LOOK AT THE FUTURE OF THE PHD LABOUR MARKET VERY PESSI MISTICALLY.”

most of them are not going to make it.” That was the thought that ran through Animesh Ray’s mind 15 years ago, as he watched excellent PhD students — including some at his own institution, the University of Rochester in New York — struggle to find faculty positions in academia, the only jobs they had ever been trained for. Some were destined for perpetual postdoctoral fellowships; otherswould leave science altogether.