私さがし（寻找自我）

I got together with my friends for the first time in ages
On a Sunday afternoon
They helped me put closure on the worst of scenarios
How many times have I tried
To forgive you?
All I know is that my tears have all dried up
After all this drama
The sky and the clouds are bright
I smile even less than usual
And begin to give in to sadness

I closed my eyes quietly
And chose my last kiss
Don’t condemn me for doing what I did that day
I can’t see an answer
Surely in time
That same old comforting feeling
Like being given flowers
Will resurface
I’m going to keep true love I had for you
Deep in my heart

When I go to sleep
I always think happy thoughts
You had a habit
Of drinking in a lot of glory
For some reason love ends in sadness
It’s because it doesn’t last forever
That you don’t forget that person

Ever since we met
There were all kinds of lies
But feel like you taught me something
More important than words
Maybe if I’d just carried these wounds around
And lived in pain
I could have merged with your colours, so different from mine
And we could have become a rainbow
Now it was the wind I told
About my whole-hearted love

I closed my eyes quietly
And chose my last kiss
Don’t condemn me for doing what I did that day
I can’t see an answer
Surely in time
That same old comforting feeling
Like being given flowers
Will resurface
I’m going to keep true love I had for you
Deep in my heart

We’ll never see each other again
So I’ll keep it deep in my heart